No one ever takes the time to get to know the REAL me.
They see the humorous side and that is all they see...
So many people love me.
I know that this is true
But it's not the same, cause they don't know what I'm going through.
My family pays no attention when my heart cries out.
They say "just give it time, it'll all work out."....
Years have gone by and nothing has changed,
IT HASN'T WORKED OUT!
No matter what I do, no one hears me scream and shout....
I want someone to love me for who I am inside.
Why do people look right past me, no matter how hard I try?
I feel so alone.
I have no one to turn to.
Do people ignore you also or do they see the REAL you?
-emiko_d
Ignored sometimes... I think judge me most often.... judgement's hard to take.... would rather be ignored i think.... although both places are very lonely.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing your stuff. very good. don't forget to link to Facebook so your peeps will know when something new's been posted.
James,
ReplyDeleteI don't know, judgements are hard, but I think judgement only really matters when it's our time to move on from this life. PEOPLE can judge me, I'm okay with that. It's being ignored that I have a problem with. When I'm unable to even have the chance to be "judged", when I'm not taken seriously, when what I have to say is going through one ear and out of the other. Know what I'm saying?
I think I care too much about what people think about me. That's probably why (pre)Judgement is such a big deal to me. Sometimes it just pisses me off that people are so shallow that they can only see your crap and not their own... Or maybe they're giving you crap about something that's not really crap...... Just their own preferences in life that they inflict on the rest of the world. In the end... I trust a Just judge to judge me.
ReplyDeleteBeing ignored pisses me off too. Yes. Don't wanna be treated like I'm nothing and I wanna be heard. I can get that.